bluesoap

im lonely :(((

i miss the past

so i dont have many past-live memories, but one that i remember clearly- its more of a image than a memory, its of my home. a cave, with these glowing crystals. i remember it had a little stream running down from the roof, down the wall, and into a little dip in the ground. i dont know how it didnt overflow- but it didnt. i remember that the rock was a blueish, but closer to gray, and that there were some vines growing on the walls, but not in a untamed manner- i think i planted them?

i also remember having no friends or family, i lived entirely alone, and i was happy. i didnt mind not having anyone, because i just... didnt care.

cactus

im using this as a otherkin journal aswell btw


not that anyone sees this

yeah hi